Saturday, March 21, 2015

My, How I've Grown

It has been awhile since I have blogged, and now that my spring break has officially started, I have time to get back to something I love - writing and blogging about my journey.  In the weeks I have not posted, I have made notes about upcoming blog posts so no worries, I have plenty to write about.

Today, though, I just want to share something.  Something that I noticed this week.  Something that the more I think about it the more I am really proud of myself.  Somewhere along the way of this healthy food journey, I have changed.  I can't pinpoint when it happened but this week it became evident that it did.

This week I have not been the best at following my food plan.  First of all, I didn't plan out my meals for the week like I usually do, and to make it worse, I was really, really busy and hardly at home.  Needless to say, my eating suffered.  Normally, I would spiral out of control and use it as an excuse to binge as much as possible.  That is when I noticed that this time I did not do that.  Did I still make some poor food choices?  Yes.  Am I beating myself up over it and continuing to punish myself by binge eating as much as humanly possible? No.  After each poor food choice that I made, I made a conscious effort to make better ones at the very next meal.  That is growth.

Even though I was busy and not prepared on the food end, I still made working out a priority.  I continued to wake up early and workout every morning.  That felt pretty amazing.

So I noticed that I am more forgiving of myself.  I don't have the all or nothing mentality that has sabotaged me my entire life.  I have finally realized that this is a journey and it is going to have bumps and bruises along the way.  I just needed to change my reactions to those bumps and bruises. Somewhere along the way I have done that, and I couldn't be prouder.


1 comment:

  1. That mindset switch away from all or nothing is the key to success! I love that you're able to pick the positives out of a tough week!

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